mr. impassive

what happened to you? how did we get to this? there seems to be no more us. no more friendship. you were supposed to be there for me. and i want to be there for you. but you just slip away on me and we lose touch.
Do you feel the tension? when we briefly make eye contact, i hope you see the hurt in my eyes, cause i see the frustration in yours. its like everything is completely stoic. we don’t communicAte at all unless we’re forced to in social situations. we used to tell each other everythiNg. you were the one person i almost trusted completely. but you’re not arouNd anymore, for reasons i cant even explain. i just wanna know whY! why are you doing this again? why do you just stop letting me in your life when things get tough for you? i’ve done nothing but try and be there for you, try and be a good friend. but I don’t want to go somewhere i’m no longer wanted. i almost wanna scream at you how much this upsets me, but i know if you cared enough you would just confront me. and i hope you do, soon.

because out of every friend i’ve had in high school. you were the one that stood around the longest. the one who hardly let me down. the one that still cared about me after all i put you through in the beginning. and I just want you back in my life, if that’s what you want as well. i want you to stay in my life in the future. i hate losing best friends. its unnecessary. i just miss your humor in my life. but i’m not gonna initiate the effort to fix what you’ve stopped.

so i hope you read this, and i hope you care enough to say something. anything at all, letting me know if things are gonna change.